Security of Faith

During our engagement I struggled with a lot of emotional problems, I had suffered from depression all through my teens and continued to suffer from anxiety and nervousness. D's father said this was because I had grown up with separated parents and a lack of security and that the physical symptoms of eczema, nail dragging and twitching were from this.

Security and a lack of it had always been a problem and continued to be during our engagement, I had for one reason or another had to move almost every year of it.

But one evening D said something that really struck me. That I had no faith, I had nothing to fall back on and this is why I struggled to much when the smallest thing went wrong. I was surprised as D had never spoken of his own faith but then I looked at him, he never spoke of it because it was part of him, he had the security of faith given to him by his farther